Todays Moto:

"Fake it till you make it."

All of today this is what was having to go through my head...

And its hard, I'm not gonna lie.

Alright boys,

Alright boys listen up,
So multiple times this happens to me..
(Text message from some sort of babe)
Babe: "Hey we should hang out sometime:)"
Me: "Yeah for sure!"
Babe: "When should we?"
Me: "Uhm I dunno? Thursday?"
Babe: "Okay cool:)"
Thursday comes and goes.. Did I hang out with that babe? No.
I'm changing this.
Boys if you really want to hang out with a girl you have got to put forth the effort and not just expect the girl to make plans. One of the things that bugs me is when a guy wants to hang out but he makes you make up every single little detail that you will be doing for that day. If the girl ask you to hang out then that's fine but if you ask a girl then have something in mind, have when and where, and make sure it actually happens!
Because you'll probably never end up hanging out if you don't put your foot forward.

Water Girl.

I am on the football team.

Okay... I don't actually play for the team but I am the team manager... Aka the water girl.

Now some people may say, "Doesn't that suck?" Well it has its pro's and con's lets weigh ehm out.

The con(s):

• Super time consuming; I have to go to practices Tues and wed from 3-6 on Thursdays soph and jv have a game and that takes me out of school at around 1 and doesn't get me home till 9. And then varsity on Friday which is 5:30-9 so yes alot of my time is spent with that.

• I've never heard so many swears in my life.

• When the boys lose its like PMS central.

Pros:

• The men, super attractive, they've gotten to know me better as a person.

• This is kinda shallow sounding but yes my popularity, I feel, has sky rocketed.

• I get to be on the field up close.

• the bus rides are hecka fun.

Some funny things that happen to me from this is that I've realized the men would probably die without the water girls.

Exhibit A: Austin, yelling to his parents for Ibuprofen but they cannot hear him over the crowd. I come out of nowhere and say I have some in my bag which I give to him. He praises me and walks away. 

Exhibit B: A time out is called in which the water girls have to rush over to the boys who are now being coached by the coach and being told what to do next as us water girls hand water to the boys. Bryson, number 5, frantically yells, "I need someone to tie my shoe!" I kneel down and tie his shoe. He graciously says thank you and how much he appreciates us and once again more praising before running out onto the field.

Yes... The men do smell. 

Yes... If we lose the men are so grumpy its often annoying

Yes... Some boys whom I would never expect to swear drop a bomb sometimes...

...But I love it.

It's an experience that I can now take with me.

But seriously..

I deserve an Emmy. 

Optimist vs. Pessimist

I have this friend, I think he's absolutely amazing. When something bad happens to him you would never know because he always is happy, he is one of those people who you want to be around. He just looks on the brighter things in life. aka an optimist.

But then... They're are also people I know that just love taking their issues out on others. the pessimist. When they're having a bad day and things aren't going their way they will be in a bad mood and you don't want to be around them. 

I always ask myself... Which one am I? 

I love being happy, but sometimes when I'm in a bad mood I will snap at you. 

I was thinking about this in a little more detail and came up to this conclusion...

Happiness is my thing but I'm not a complete optimist. If things in my life are crappy no one knows about them because I won't let myself be the moopy one because I don't want to ruin other peoples fun. But If I am just in a bad mood then I usually just won't talk to people. So they don't know anyway. 

I wish I could be more of an optimist than what I am... Just constantly smiling. Honestly, those people amaze me. 

I think it's all in what you could call the "placebo affect" except you don't take any sort of pill or medication. 

The mind is a huge thing, If you keep thinking downer thoughts then you're life will "Suck" as you put it. But if you keep smiling and force yourself through it then life will be great. 

Don't blame your unhappiness on others... Because in reality its all your doing and thinking thats making you unhappy. 

Everyday just wake up, blast some music, look at yourself in the mirror and say "I'm a sexy beast, Today is going to be amazing." And then dance around and sing. 

If you have confidence in yourself others will see it. Sometimes I up talk myself and people believe I can do anything. haha. BUT do NOT become cocky and think you're the bees knees.

I get it, you can't always keep everything bottled in. But what you can just disperse away because all in all its that not big a deal then just forget about it. 

If you are having a bad day, remember, somebody is having it a lot worse somewhere else. 

Just be happy.

"Everything will be okay in the end, if its not okay, its not the end." 

Fill in the blankidie blank

1. I am a (morning, evening, middle of the day person) Oh I would have to say between evening and middle of the day


2. My favorite Pandora stations are I just type in glee and let anything from that come up:)


3. 3 of my "must-have" songs for a road trip ET- Katy perry (super head banging) 

Best love song - T-pain

Party rock anthem - Lmfao


4. My favorite pattern is probably Stripes all the way. I own more stripes then any other thing


5. My favorite perfume is Refuge, pink, nyc sjp, Tarae, pretty much anything I LOVE perfume




6. Rules are made to be broken? I think some rules are the exception :) ha


7. My most overused phrase or punctuation is probably  You're just jealous of my mad skillz. 

...Yes skillz with a Z

Best friends.

When people ask, "What makes a good best friend?" these are the automatic answers that come to mind.

• Always there for you

• Honest

• Loyal

• Like what you like

I feel like I need to go more into depth what my best friends truely mean to me.

My best friends:

They are "always there for me" like when I text This girl and beg her to come to a party with me and she obliges, even though she has no clue who anyone there is and while she is there she's constantly tormented by a socially awkward boy. And even though I won't ever hear the end of it she was still went so I wouldn't be alone.

It's when I go to a carnival with this girl and we want to go on a ride but we don't want to pay for the tickets, so after trying to moch off others we cave and wait in line but as soon as we get inline for tickets they stop selling them. But you know what? She's my best friend so we go back the next day in the morning and make sure we're first in line. 

It's when I get a text from someone Ive known since I had broken my arm and she was jealous of my cast at the age of four. I get a text that says "Wanna go on a bike ride?:)" And our bike ride turns into a adventure of gathering strawberries, melting chocolate, complaining about boys, and running around in spanks at an elementary field, then falling asleep on her couch.

It's when one of my best friends who I used to go on mile long bike rides on trails that who knows where they take us used to live so close to me moved father away and now resides by my highschool, but does that stop us from hanging out? No, of course not. This is what drivings for. And usually I just go kidnap her...

It's when I always go to my best friends house on Christmas eve because it is now a tradition, and we can do this because we are best friends and our parents understand. It's when we sit in my car in complete darkness and just talk for hours, It's when I help her out with boys because somehow I'm good at stuff like that?

It's when she's pretty much my twin cause she looks a lot like me and she can text me one word and I know the whole life story behind it because we have some creepy telepathy. It's when we constantly come up with hilarious videos that do we ever film? Usually not. When I just show up at her house and we have so many stories to tell each other even though I just saw her the day before.

It's when someone says "You can't tell anybody" and the first thing you think is "Well she doesn't count, Im telling her." When you sit on the sidewalk for hours just trying to think of what you do with your life and you usually end up going to a spontaneous movie. 

Best friends is: 

• Having bragging rights of being older.

• Telling all about your first date, first kiss, boy of your dreams?

• Watching a movie where you wish it was your life and yelling "GET SOME" at the TV screen

• Becoming babes together

• Insulting each other but you never take it offensively 

• Going on adventures 

• Inside jokes to the max

 You always have to have the ethnic minority.. I have mine. hahaha

• Speaking with your eyes when boys are around

• lying on the floor in the fetal position and complaining about how much your life sucks and you just want a boy

Periods are contagious..

• When you guys become "engaged"

• Eating their food. 

• Instead of asking them to "Hang out" you ask them to "play" like the good ol' days.

It's when you take fail pictures like this.

Sometimes you just need to hear stuff like this.

So It's exactly 12:30 in the morning and I'm chillin in my bed sippin' on my OJ and watching curb your enthusiasm when I get this text from one of my best friends Nicole saying,

"Macy I just wanted to let you know,  I love you. I was just thinking of all the times you've been there for me, to listen to me and my stories and to be interested in my life so I could have someone to talk to and celebrate with or be angered with. Haha but thank you. You're the perfect best friend! And I'm glad we call ourselves that:)"

What a freaking great way to end my day:)